A Smoker's Blog

I Have Cigarettes Again! - Goody!

2012-01-03T00:53:00.003-05:00

A few hours ago I came from the store because I had just bought more cigarettes - goody for me! I have managed to be in good supply of cigarettes for the past month - thank goodness!

Some of the money was from my Adsense earnings and some of the money even came from earning some money online by placing some ads. I got a $15 check in the mail unexpectantly and I used that money, of course, to buy some more cigarettes.

I'm in a pretty good mood and I have been in a pretty good mood for the past month because of this. I am a little bit bummed though because I didn't earn enough Adsense money last month to be able to get it by the end of this month so I will have to wait an additional month before I get my adsense check.

But I have been getting money from places that I didn't expect to plus I may have a new client soon so things are definitely looking up!

It's a new year and my goal is the same and that is to make much, much more money!

So I'm happy - at least for the next few days - LOL!

A Quote About Smoking

2011-12-17T13:49:00.002-05:00

I read so much about how

bad smoking is that I got scared

and gave up reading.

quote

DickGregory

Kools Were Actually On Sale Today!

2011-10-05T19:39:00.003-04:00

I couldn't actually believe it but Kools were on sale today! Usually it costs around $7 to buy a pack of Kools but today they were about $1 off and that was JUST the right amount of money that I had!

I have gone through most of my adsense money already so this was a nice and pleasant surprise!

So at least I have a pack of cigarettes for the day!

Out Of Cigarettes (again) - I'm kind of bummed........

2011-06-24T16:18:00.003-04:00

Well its been a while since I have posted here. During that time I have been "off and on" as far as my cigarette supply has been concerned. I'm currently out of cigarettes again but like I said my cigarette supply has been off and on for the past few months.

I actually managed to find a $10 bill on my way home and I just chalk that up to the law of attraction at work! I couldn't believe that I actually found $10! And of course I used that money to buy cigarettes! (I was actually able to buy 2 packs of cheaper cigarettes with that $10!)

I was a little bummed because I didn't make enough google adsense money during the last few months to get paid. However I will get paid this month because my adsense earnings have rolled over enough for me to be able to get paid this month.

The sad news is that I won't be seeing any of that adsense money until Monday - which I really should be grateful for because I just have to make it through the weekend and then on Monday I will be able to buy me some more cigarettes.

Here Is My Law Of Attraction Story For Today!

2011-04-18T18:30:00.003-04:00

Been going through agony over the past few days because I have been out of cigarettes but something recently happened!

Although I wasn't able to get a full pack of cigarettes I was able to "bum" one off of somebody so that at least gave me one cigarette for the day!

My google adsense won't be coming for at least a week and a half but at least then I will be able to buy me some cigarettes and have some for a while.

I'm still hoping and praying for some cigarettes and hopefully I will be able to get some soon!

I'm Currently OUT Of Cigarettes Again!

2011-04-01T17:25:00.002-04:00

Well it's been some time since I have been here last! It's been a couple of months now! So I'm currently out of cigarettes again and it is driving me crazy!

I was hoping to get some donations or something but so far - nothing!

My adsense earnings have been quite low lately. I didn't make enough in February to be able to get paid last month and even though my "rolled over" adsense earnings will give me some adsense money later this month - until then I'm currently without cigarettes!

Smokers Banned From Adopting Children

2010-12-23T13:48:00.004-05:00

There Are Many Reasons to Ban Smokers From Adopting - Midlothian Council in the U.K. is just the latest entity to prohibit smokers from adopting or providing foster care for children, a step Portsmouth, Hants, in England and other jurisdictions took several years ago, says public interest law professor John Banzhaf, Executive Director of Action on Smoking and Health (ASH). Anyone wanting to care for a child under the age of five will be required not to have smoked for at least six months, even if they only smoke outdoors.

"This is just the latest step in a growing movement to protect the most vulnerable and most defenseless victims of tobacco smoke pollution," says Banzhaf, noting that there are many reasons supporting the prohibition on adoption by prospective parents who smoke, even if only outdoors.

For similar reasons judges in more than half our states in the USA, and a few in foreign countries, have recognized that smoking around children can be not only dangerous but deadly, and have ruled that smoking around a child can be grounds for losing custody. In some situations, parents have been prohibited from smoking 24 or even 48 hours before a child is due to arrive in the home because of the lingering effects of tobacco smoke.

Similarly, more than a dozen states have ruled -- or are in the process of issuing rules -- prohibiting smoking in the presence of foster children, and several states and cities have banned smoking in cars when any children are present.

"Smoking kills thousands of children every year (largely from respiratory infections), is also a major factor in SIDS, and causes millions of medical problems in kids each year ranging from asthmatic attacks (and new cases of asthma) to ear aches, so protecting young children from tobacco smoke is long overdue," says Banzhaf.

"A growing number of people consider smoking around children to be the most prevalent and dangerous form of child abuse, so it is not surprising that an adoption agency would want to protect their wards to whom they owe both a legal (fiduciary) duty and a moral obligation."

In a situation where a smoker seeking to adopt claims that he or she does not smoke in the home, there may be no way to independently confirm that, or to make sure that there are never any exceptions -- e.g., when the weather is very cold, when the smoker is too ill to go outdoors, etc.

So it may not be unreasonable for the government or a social welfare agency to have a rule against permitting adoptions where a prospective parent smokes, and therefore is more likely than not addicted to nicotine. For similar reasons, a welfare agency might not wish to place a child with someone with a history of addiction to alcohol or illegal drugs, even if he promises to change his behavior as a condition of becoming an adoptive parent, suggests Prof. Banzhaf.

Otherwise the health and perhaps the life of a child could be put at risk, especially since there is no way an agency could possibly monitor for -- much less prevent -- any smoking around a child by a new parent who is already a smoker. The same problem might also apply to anyone with a history of alcohol or drug addiction.

Moreover, if a violation occurred once the child had been placed for adoption, or if the smoker simply decided to change his practice and begin smoking within the family home once the adoption became final, it might be very difficult as well as expensive for the social welfare agency to then remove the child from the home.

"If a natural father or mother of a child can lose custody by endangering its welfare by smoking in his presence, as several courts have ruled, it should not be surprising that smoking can be a barrier to an adoption; i.e., where -- unlike the situation with a natural child -- there is no biological connection between the adults and the child up for adoption, and no bond has yet been created," says Banzhaf.

There are several other logical reason for preventing smokers from adopting young children, suggests ASH. The first is that a child is much more likely to grow up to be a smoker, and to face the enormous health hazards this imposes, if one or both parents are also smokers, regardless of where they do their smoking.

Second. thirdhand tobacco smoke, what the New York Times called "the invisible yet toxic brew of gases and particles clinging to smokers' hair and clothing," has just been reported by researchers at Lawrence Berkeley Laboratory to combine with a common indoor air pollutant to form very potent cancer causing substances. This, the researchers say, places children at serious risk, even if parents smoke only outside the home, because they carry the residues inside with them.

Dr. Lara Gundel, a co-author of this study just published in the Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences warned: "Smoking outside is better than smoking indoors but nicotine residues will stick to a smoker's skin and clothing. Those residues follow a smoker back inside and get spread everywhere. The biggest risk is to young children. Dermal uptake of the nicotine through a child's skin is likely to occur when the smoker returns and if nitrous acid is in the air, which it usually is, then TSNAs [tobacco-specific nitrosamines] will be formed."

Indeed, as another researcher has reported, thirdhand tobacco smoke is "much more toxic" than secondhand tobacco smoke because the aging of secondhand smoke absorbed on surfaces gives risk to new toxicants not present in fresh secondhand smoke.

Third, a related study shows that the tobacco-residue chemicals in smokers' breath were by themselves sufficient to cause or aggravate respiratory illnesses -- including asthma, coughs, and colds -- among children in smokers' homes as compared with kids in homes with nonsmokers, even if the parents only smoked outside the home.

There is just no justification for unnecessarily exposing children to any level of toxic or cancer-causing chemicals, since there is no safe level of exposure to any human carcinogen like asbestos or secondhand smoke, argues ASH, echoing the U.S. Surgeon General's warnings that: "It hurts you, It doesn't take much. It doesn't take long. . . .There is no safe amount of secondhand tobacco smoke. Breathing even a little secondhand smoke can be dangerous."

The law protects us all against exposure to even minute amounts of substances known to cause cancer in humans like asbestos; shouldn't the same protections apply to carcinogens in both secondhand and thirdhand tobacco smoke, which kill many more people each year, suggests Banzhaf.

source
ash.org

FDA Can't Regulate E-Cigarettes!

2010-12-20T19:39:00.003-05:00

FDA Can't Regulate E-Cigarettes, Judge Rules

While CA, NJ, Others Crack Down

A federal judge has reportedly just ruled that the Food and Drug Administration [FDA] does not have any authority to regulate e-cigarettes; a move which -- if it stands up on appeal -- will mean that the only protection the public might have lies with the states, says public interest law professor John Banzhaf, whose organization petitioned the FDA to regulate e-cigarettes, and whose scheduled appearance on a national TV caused the agency to declare the product "illegal".

More and more governments are cracking down on e-cigarettes, with California and New Jersey the most recent states to weigh in, says public interest law professor John Banzhaf, who is leading the movement to use legal action against their new products which present many significant potential dangers.

California Attorney General Jerry Brown has just filed a major law suit against various businesses involved with e-cigarettes. At about the same time, the Governor of New Jersey has signed legislation which bans the use of e-cigarettes in areas where smoking is prohibited, and also bans their sale to children.

California's law suit follows the model set by Oregon which has prepared three legal actions on behalf of the state. Two were settled, with the defendants agreeing not to sell e-cigarettes in Oregon, and one is still pending. E-cigarette makers are facing a civil class action in California, and the Attorney General of Connecticut has vowed to also follow Oregon by bringing his own law suit. Suffolk County, New York, has also banned the use of e-cigarettes.

E-cigarettes have already been banned in Australia, Brazil, Canada, Israel, and Mexico, and restricted in Finland, Malaysia, and Singapore. The Food and Drug Administration [FDA] has determined that e-cigarettes are a "misbrand[ed]" product, an "unapproved new drug" and "are illegal until they are cleared." The agency has blocked imports of the new product, which emit nicotine (a deadly addictive drug) and propylene glycol (which can cause respiratory problems)

In addition to nicotine and propylene glycol, the FDA has reported that it found in samples of e-cigarettes a variety of "toxic and carcinogenic chemicals"
including diethylene glycol, "an ingredient used in antifreeze, [which] is toxic to humans"; "certain tobacco-specific nitrosamines which are human carcinogens"; and that "tobacco-specific impurities suspected of being harmful to humans - anabasine, myosmine, and β-nicotyrine - were detected in a majority of the samples tested."

source
Ash.org

Electronic Cigarettes

2010-12-03T15:49:00.002-05:00

I get a lot of comments about electronic cigarettes - mostly from people who attach a website address.

I have to repeat that I am not a fan of electronic cigarettes. I don't like them, have never tried them and prefer the regular kind of cigarette.

I'm sure that there are a lot of people out there who want to quit smoking and maybe these kinds of electronic cigarettes may be able to help them out but it is just not for me!

How I Am Doing!

2010-12-03T15:41:00.002-05:00

Well we're right at the beginning of December and my current cigarette status is that I do now have a couple of packs!

My google adsense earnings didn't carry me for as long as I hoped it would but I should at least be grateful that I was able to have some money to be able to buy some cigarettes! (And I am grateful for that!)

For right now I'm just tired of being tired and frustrated and I'm just trying to take one day at a time.

There have been times when I have been able to use the law of attraction successfully to manifest more cigarettes into my life but right now I'm thinking that I am trying too hard and that is a sign of me thinking about a lack of cigarettes and not an abundance of cigarettes - so I am working on that now!

So for right now I am grateful for the cigarettes that I do have.

The Law Of Attraction Works Again!

2010-11-16T17:35:00.003-05:00

Well I definitely have to tell you what happened to me today! It just goes to show you that the law of attraction really works!

While at the library I was still lamenting the fact that I was out of cigarettes! I saw the book, "The Secret" and started to read it.

Basically how the law of attraction works is that you focus your thoughts and feelings on what it is that you do want and in my case what I wanted was some cigarettes! So I focused on that and on the feelings of having cigarettes.

I check my Paypal account and lo and behold someone sent me money to do some work for them! "Wow", this stuff really, really works!

Cheaper Cigarettes - Pyramid?

2010-11-08T19:17:00.003-05:00

Pyramid is a cheaper brand of cigarettes that I found at my local Rite Aid store. They cost about $1 and a half less than my favorite cigarette brand.

They are not my favorites BUT they are better than those little cigars!

Below you will see the receipt I got when I bought them. They have not risen too much in price than when I first bought them.

However with the tax included they almost wind up costing $5!

The Law Of Attraction And Cigarettes!

2010-10-07T11:49:00.002-04:00

I think I have blogged before about how I tried using the law of attraction to manifest more cigarettes into my life - right?

Well I think that this time it has actually worked for me (again)!

I was determined not to have to wait until the end of the month when I got my Adsense money to go buy cigarettes and I was just thinking of someway to get some money so that I could buy some more cigarettes!

Well I did some checking on a list for unclaimed money and I wasn't on that list! - Bummer! I thought that there just had to be a way to get some quick cash! There had to be a way that I could get some quick cash to my Paypal account so that I could spend the money on cigarettes!

I did a little searching around and I found a website that said they were willing to pay people via Paypalto review some music! Yippeeeee! I did just as the site said, reviewed some of the music and sent and email to them! About 24 hours later I received the money!

I went right out and bought me a pack of cigarettes!

So the law of attraction REALLY does work!

"Your Cigarettes Or Your Job!"

2010-07-29T15:23:00.003-04:00

Now here is a very interesting article that I found online!

One company has forbidden smoking anywhere on it's grounds! An interesting question has been raised - "Can a worker be fired for smoking?". It raises an interesting question! One person has already sued another company that they worked for saying that they were fired because he still continued to smoke! (The case is still pending!)

Personally I think it's wrong and it's one of the reasons that I'm glad that I work from home!

You can read the article yourself by clicking here.

There is even a blog posting about a government grant program that is going to start to help promote a more "healthier" lifestyle and that includes providing government grant money to business that start some type of smoking preventative program! You can read that blog post by clicking here.

Other Comments

I am a partial smoker but use an electronic cigarette as an alternative to having a real cigarette when I need to. Employers should look into allowing electronic cigarettes in the workplace as they are quickly being accepted in many areas and making national news as to the healthier advantage and lower cost to conventional cigarettes.

Here Are The Latest Poll Results!

2010-07-15T13:47:00.003-04:00

Here are the latest poll results!

As you can see there are a lot of people who have participated! The majority of votes goes to the ones who have admitted that they are smokers. And it's always good to see votes from people who voted that they think that their smoking habits are more worse than mine (which I really find hard to believe! - LOL!

I have also visted a couple of blogs relating to smoking but they haven't been updated in quite a while.

So thank you to everyone who is participating in this poll which is still open which means that you can still participate if you want to.

Today I Saw A Woman..................................

2010-06-26T13:01:00.004-04:00

I was having a very good day today! I had to go out and do some shopping and although it was very hot I was feeling good! I had some cigarettes with me and since the day was so hot I decided not to rush things and I sat down to enjoy a smoke! As I was sitting on the bench smoking my cigarette a woman came down and sat besides me. I noticed that she was going to smoke a cigarette too but what I noticed about it was that she had some small cigarette butts that she was going to smoke. I'm quite sure that she got those off the street. (and it's kind of ironic that she had a lighter but not cigarettes).

Like I said I was having a good day so I decided to give her one of my cigarettes! She thanked me and then went on her way!

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I was having a good day today - cigarettes and all and
it felt good to be able to do a good deed for someone else!

It also got me to wondering about the state of things today - as far as cigarettes are concerned. It seems that there are those who have a much more worse cigarette habit than me and no matter how bad you think that things are bad for you there is always someone whose situation is much more worse! (Too bad the government doesn't give out government grants for cigarettes!)

So I'm happy-go-lucky today and feeling good! I can go back to work and since I work from home I take great comfort in taking a little cigarette break every now and then!

I didn't get an Adsense payment this month because I didn't make enough money but I will be getting an Adsense payment next month because my online earnings roll over into the next month. But for today I'm feeling good!

Everybody have a good day today!

I have a few cigarettes...........

2010-06-15T16:47:00.003-04:00

Sorry I haven't posted in so long.....................

I have a few cigarettes with me now (something for which I am very grateful for!)

My google adsense is not looking too good this month. I didn't make $100 with my adsense last month so I won't be getting any kind of adsense payment this month.

I really don't know what it is with adsense but my earnings have gone way, way down!

Oh well, I guess that it is something that I shouldn't dwell on.

I have been working more on using the law of attraction to manifest more cigarettes into my life and I do believe that I have actually managed it to work! Here's the story.............

Of course I was out of cigarettes and I was trying to think of a way to be able to get more money so that I could buy some more cigarettes. After a while I remembered that a neighbor of mine needed some electrical equipment which I just happened to have! I sold it to him for around $25 and with this money I was actually able to buy some cigarettes! This is definitely the law of attraction at work!

However my supply is dwindling down......................................

It's time for some more manifesting!

I Have Cigarettes Again!

2010-04-23T16:21:00.004-04:00

Oh for joy! I have cigarettes again! Got a nice little financial windfall (by the way thank GOD for Paypal! because it lets you get your money easily and faster!)

I have been checking my Adsense to see if my payment was coming but I haven't seen it yet so it looks like I will have to wait a little longer for that money but I am grateful just the same! I have even gotten to the point where I am buying more Kools now because I really, really hate the other brands and I just really want my favorite brand of cigarettes!

It was agony being without cigarettes but now at least I have some now! I can be happy again!

The Price of The Cigars Has Gone Up!

2010-04-10T12:44:00.003-04:00

Well "woe" is me when I found out today that the price of the cigars have gone up to 99 cents! Thank goodness I had enough money to buy at least one this time! I'm grateful for at least that!

I'm still about 2 weeks away from my Adsense money and I'm still trying to remain positive and hopeful!

I was going pretty good there for about two weeks after I got my Adsense money I was able to buy my brand - Kools and I was so ecstatic!

I was angry that the price of the cigars had gone up but I really have to be thankful that I was at least able to afford that!

Oh if only there were some "free money" lying around!

Is It My Imagination Or Has The Quality Of Cigarettes Gone Down?

2010-02-14T18:57:00.003-05:00

I have smoking some of the cheaper cigarette brands - namely Smokin Joes and I have noticed that these little cigars seem to be made quite differently!

Maybe its just me but it seems as though the quality of the brand has gone down. Even with the more popular cigarette brands it seems that the quality of the cigarette has gone down. It's like they are making cigarettes more cheaply and using a lesser quality of ingredients - but they are still charging the same (or higher) price!

I noticed this today when I was smoking my last few cheaper cigar brand of Smokin Joes. Of course this means that my cigarette supply is almost down to nothing - translation - I am out of cigarettes again! However my Adsense payment is about 10 days away - so at least that is something that I am grateful because that means that I will have cigarette money in less than 2 weeks. But then again that means I have to suffer through the agony of not having any cigarettes any time soon! Of course that makes me countdown my adsense days much more harder.

I see someone had left me a comment (again) about electronic cigarettes but this is still an option that is not for me! I much rather prefer the regular cigarettes than finding out where to buy electronic cigarettes.

I am a plain and normal cigarette smoker through and through - period!

As a side note I also seem to be running out of matches! How ironic becuae I usually have a good supply of them around. I buy lighters of course when I can afford them but usually I'll buy the cheaper lighters and they don't seem to last as long.

Oh well, at least I know that when I buy more cigarettes they will at least give me some matches for free!

So as of now I am out of cigarettes and waiting for my Adsense money to come through but its going to be about 10 days before I actually get it and its driving me crazy!

I really, really have to start making more money!

Well, I Am Out Of Cigarettes Again!

2010-01-22T17:54:00.002-05:00

Yes, that's right I'm out of cigarettes again!

You would think that I would be used to this but really I'm not! As I came to write to this blog today I saw my blog post about the law of attraction and how it helped me to manifest some more cigarettes into my life! So this is something that I'm going to have to work on again so that I can manifest some more cigarettes into my life!

Unfortunately I won't be receiving a payment from Google Adsense this month because I didn't make the $100 minimum needed to get paid. That's alright though because I got a high-paying keyword list from The Adsense Consultant's Blog so that I can increase the amount of money that I earn with the Google Adsense program!

Someone left a comment on my blog about electronic cigarettes and how much they enjoyed them and they also provided a link to a website about electronic cigarettes. However I prefer the real thing!

For a little while I was able to afford buying a few packs of my own favorite brand of cigarettes which is Kools and I just vowed to myself that I would buy my brand of cigarettes instead of settling for cheap cigarettes.

I guess the law of attraction really worked for me for a while as far as my cigarettes were concerned.

For right now I'm without cigarettes and have been since last week! Oh the agony! Since there aren't any free cigarettes that are around or on sale I'm just going to have to agonize on until I can get myself some more cigarettes!

The Law Of Attraction Works Again!

2009-12-17T21:07:00.002-05:00

Here is my latest law of attraction story concerning me, smoking and cigarettes.

I remember posting about howthe law of attraction has worked for me in the past when I tried to “manifest some more cigarettes into my life. I have posted that it has worked but there have been times when I think that I have tried too hard to manifest them.

This time I managed to manifest some money into my life! Here is how it happened:

Of course I wanted more money to come into my life so that I could buy some cigarettes. Guess what happened? Of course you know we are well into the Christmas season - well I was going grocery shopping and saw one one of my neighbors on the bus. She gave me $5 for Christmas! How about that! It was almost like being able to buy free cigarettes! And to make the whole thing even more amazing he actually told me that I should use the money to buy cigarettes“!

With the $5 I was able to buy cheaper cigarettes!

I was thinking so hard of manifesting more cigarettes into my life and this recent experience shows me that the law of attraction is at work and that it does work indeed!

I'm currently out of cigarettes now but you know what I'm doing right? I'm using the law of attraction to manifest more cigarettes (actually an abundance of cigarettes) into my life!

Cheap Cigarettes! I NEED Them!

2009-12-10T20:15:00.003-05:00

Well guess what? That's right! I am out of cigarettes again!

I spent my last $6 on my favorite brand of cigarettes which also happens to be one of the most expensive brands of cigarettes - Kools!

I could have gotten a more cheaper brand of cigarette - thus being able to buy two packs instead of one but I just wasn't in the mood for cheap cigarettes! I wanted my brand and I got it! Even though it was just one pack!

I know people buy more cheap cigarettes just so that they will be able to continue to smoke and I myself have bought cheaper brands of cigarettes just so that I would be able to have more than one pack at a time! Cheap cigarettes are a good alternative when you don't have enough money to afford your own favorite brand of cigarettes. And I also know that there are websites where you can buy cheap cigarettes online but I just don't have the nerve to try any of those sites yet - although I do know of a tactic that I could try to make it more safer - but I haven't done that yet.)

Given the choice between buying cheap cigarettes and being able to buy my own favorite brand of cigarettes I chose to buy my favorite brand although they cost more that the cheaper cigarettes.

Sometimes don't you wish that you could get some free cigarettes? I mean I know that is kind of impossible but I did a little checking online and found out that there are over a million websites out there that have to do with free cigarettes! Some of these sites offer free cigarettes, tax free cigarettes and even discount cigarettes. But I'm still not ready to buy cigarettes online - at least not yet!

My google adsense payment has come and gone! My Adsense was smaller than the past few months but I'm grateful that I was able to afford some cheap cigarettes with my google adsense money! My adsense payment for this month doesn't look too good! (It also seems that a lot of google adsense publishers have been earning less money with the Google Adsense program lately - so at least I know that I am not the only one!) I'm keeping my fingers crossed and trying to keep up the faith - you know - never give up hope! Being grateful for what I do have and trying not to focus on what I don't have.

I got a very nice comment from someone when they saw that I blogged about the law of attraction and how I was trying to apply it to my own situation so that I could attract more cigarettes into my life. They didn't berate me or make fun of me - in fact they said that they liked my since of humor and that the way to attract more cigarettes into my life was to think about having the cigarettes and how having them would make me feel.

Of course it doesn't hurt to earn more money on my part! Which is what I am trying to do! I know that there are people who have made millions of dollars online and I'm going to be one of them - this I vow!

So I'm working on attracting more cigarettes (and money) into my life! I think the idea of free cigarettes would be cute but I don't think that there is going to be a government grant program for that! Although I have seen advertisements for places that are doing some kind of study on smokers, smoking and their effects and they even offer compensation ($$$$$$) for some of these studies. I hope NOT to be doing that either!

So here I am without cigarettes again hoping to attract more cigarettes into my life! I'd even settle for the cheap cigarettes just to help keep me going!

I Have Cigarettes Again!

2009-11-27T03:02:00.002-05:00

All I can say is thank goodness for my Adsense! I got my Adsense payment a few days ago and I am now happy to report that I have cigarettes again!

I also found out that my regular "haunt" where I do go buy my cigarettes is going to continue to sell the cheaper little cigar brand called "Smokin Joes".

When I went to buy my cigarettes I noticed that the store was still selling the "Smokin Joes" but there was a note attached saying that they had gone up in price. So now they cost about $3 a pack but they still seem to be the cheapest cigarette alternative - unless you count buying individual cigars - they cost about $1 each.

I didn't buy any of them this time because I had had my mind set on buying regular cigarettes because quite frankly I was getting tired of those little cigars. But it's good to know that they are there "in case of emergencies.

So I'm happy and grateful and I am in a good mood!

Thank goodness for Adsense!

Guess What?

2009-11-15T18:42:00.002-05:00

That's right! I am OUT of cigarettes again!

I have been trying to make the law of attraction work for me but I think that I am trying that too hard! About 3 weeks ago I was able to manifest enough money to buy a few packs of cigarettes and I was trying to figure out how I did that so that I could manifest enough money to be able to do it again - but so far nothing! Again, I think that I am trying to hard!

I still have about 2 1/2 weeks before getting my Adsense money - and boy is that a long way off!

I'm trying to remain upbeat and positive about this but those withdrawl symptoms are a bummer!

On a related note it seems that the cigarettes - really they are actually called little cigars - that I used to get for a more cheaper price of about $3 a pack won't be available anymore. The name of the brand was called "Smokin Joes" and the owner of the store where I got them from told me that the cigarette vendor had raised the price so he decided not to get them anymore.

So although its going to be more expensive now I prefer cigarettes over those "little cigars" anyway! So far it seems like the cheapest pack of cigarettes (I mean real cigarettes!) that I can find is a brand called "Maverick". "Kools" are still my favorite brand and "Kools" are my brand of choice though.

Electronic Cigarette?

2009-11-12T19:03:00.001-05:00

Someone wanted to know if I have ever tried an E-Cig - short for electronic cigarette - before? Well first this is the first time that I have ever heard that term so I decided to take a look at their website just to see what it was all about.

My problem with them is that the are advertised as an "alternative" to regular cigarettes and I don't want an alternative because I want the real thing! So it really doesn't look like anything that I would be interested in.

In terms of "E Cigarettes" I would much rather have the real thing!

It's Getting Harder And Harder To Find A Cheaper Pack Of Cigarettes!

2009-11-03T20:25:00.004-05:00

Well I went to my regular cigarette haunt today and came to find out that they would no longer selling the "Hummer" brand of cigarette!

It seems that the manufacturer raised the price of the cigarettes and they are now no longer the cheapest brand of cigarette that I will be able to buy!

Actually the "Hummer" brand of cigarette wasn't really cigarettes - they were called "little cigars which is quite different from the regular kind of cigarettes! However they were my cheapest brand of cigarettes that I could afford when I didn't have much money!

And this isn't the first time that this has happened either! There was a brand of cigarette that I could get for about $1.50 cents but the same thing happened when they raised the price to over $3.50!

I never did really like those little cigars but they were cheaper in price than the regular pack of cigarettes!

So now it looks as though I'm just going to have to stick to the cheapest brand of cigarettes - not little cigars - that I can find! It will be a lot more expensive but like I said before I really hated those little cigars!

The Law Of Attraction Works Again!

2009-10-24T20:05:00.000-04:00

So I'm lying down thinking about how I could get some money to buy me some cigarettes and nothing is coming to me yet. So I decide to let the thought go resigning myself to the fact that I would just have to wait until I got my Adsense money.

Then guess what happens? I get an idea as to how I could get a couple of dollars (I thought) right away. I won't tell you what the exact idea was but this is a very good example of the law of attraction at work!

The law of attractions says that what you think about and focus on you will get and since I was thinking of how I could get some more money for cigarettes an idea came to me!

I decided to put this plan in action even though I was having doubts about it working. It actually worked! However I think that since I was trying so hard to make it work that I made it more complicated than it should have been.

This idea gave me enough money to buy a couple of packs of the cheaper brand of cigarettes - but I was grateful for that because being without the cigarettes was making me crazy and it looks as though the universe helped me out!

Now I am a few days away from getting my Adsense money so I'm working on making the law of attraction work for me again!

A Recent Comment......

2009-10-23T19:56:00.003-04:00

Someone left a comment about this blog and there are some things that I want to point out.

Whoever it was that left the comment about how "I don't make a lot of Adsense money" - I would like to say How do you know how much Adsense money I make!

Would I rather spend the money on something else other than cigarettes? NO!

Am I ashamed about asking for donations to be able to have the money to buy cigarettes? NO! The fact that I have received a donation of $10 about a year ago just shows that people are willing to donate (of which I am very grateful).

The person that sent me this comment I am quite sure is definitely not a smoker because if they were they would not have left the kind of comment(s) that they did! So I really wouldn't expect them to understand what it is like to be a smoker!

There Seems To Be Some Confusion Here?

2009-10-23T19:51:00.002-04:00

I received a couple of comments mentioning someone named "Rose". While there is a Rose who is part of TheHill's staff, this is not Rose's blog.

This is a blog by a legitimate smoker who does not wish to be identified nor do the wish to stop smoking.

The editor of TheHill thought that it would make an interesting idea to have a blog by someone who smokes who doesn't want to give it up.

Are You Out Of Cigarettes? Well Guess What? So Am I!

2009-10-11T20:07:00.000-04:00

Yes that's right! I am out of cigarettes again!

I was going pretty good during the beginning of this month but I ran out of cigarettes a few days ago!

There's about $2 in my bank account right now which I can't even withdraw because the $2 is such an odd number. If I had something like maybe $ 7 or $8 - then I could take out $5 and get a pack of cheap cigarettes!

My adsense money won't be coming until the week after next!

My last donation was about a year and a half ago.

I was trying to make the law of attraction work for me again but I think I'm trying too hard! I have posted quite a few times on this blog about how the law of attraction has worked for me in the past when I wanted to manifest some cigarettes. I have been trying to do that again now but I think that I am just trying too hard!

A More Graphic Warning For Smokers

2009-09-20T20:32:00.000-04:00

It seems that cigarettes are going to have more graphic warnings on them. This is because of the government (of course) that is trying to deter people from smoking.

I know that President Obama smokes although he has said that it is something that he is struggling with.

But according to an online article, cigarette labels will now come with more graphic pictures and warnings, I guess in an attempt to get people to stop smoking.

Of course this does not deter me at all! I'm not too anxious to see what these kinds of warnings and pictures will look like but it still isn't going to stop me from smoking!

On another note I am without cigarettes again! My Adsense won't be kicking in until around the 25th of this month (according to The Adsense Consultant so I'm working with the law of attraction to attract more cigarettes into my life!

Graphic Cigarette Warning Lables

Smoker Friendly?

2009-09-19T20:21:00.000-04:00

Got an interesting comment from someone who is also a smoker who has come up with a website of their own where they list places that are "smoker-friendly". Since he is a smoker and travels all over the world he looks for places that are smoker-friendly where he can sit and enjoy smoking his cigarette.

That's good to know and I'm sure that a lot of smokers (and especially those that travel) would love to know the locations of places where they would be able to enjoy smoking - along with other people who feel the same way!

It's just good to know that places like these are around so that smokers can enjoy them!

Have I Considered Buying Cigarettes Online?

2009-09-16T20:05:00.000-04:00

Have I ever considered buying cigarettes online? In a word - yes! However since I have never done it before I am a little wary of it.

Of course I have seen some sites advertising cigarette prices at a cost much lower than I could get in a store but like I have said before I have never done it before. I do remember a neighbor mentioning it to me one time but I don't remember now whether or not he had ever bought any cigarettes online.

It is something that I am still considering.

But I would like to hear from any of you if you have ever bought cigarettes online. Was it a good or bad experience for you?

I'm sure that if others read of good experiences and good testimonials from those that have bought their cigarettes online then a lot more people would do it.

Poll Results

2009-09-13T15:10:00.002-04:00

I have decided to post the latest poll results from those of you that have voted in the poll.

As you can see the majority of the votes are from those of you who have voted that you still smoke!

I'm glad to see that I am not alone in this and I'm kind of encouraged by the fact that some of you have said that your smoking habit is more worse than mine! In fact I would love to see comments from those of you that think your cigarette habit is more worse than mine - LOL!

I Am A Smoker That Does NOT Want To Quit!

2009-09-09T14:56:00.000-04:00

I have been viewing some of the comments that have been posted recently on my blog and there seems to be a little bit of a mis-understanding.

While I can understand why some people would want to quit smoking - I am not one of those people! There have been some helpful tips and advice given about how to quit smoking and I'm sure that they will be of help to those that really want to quit smoking - but again - I am not one of them.

I am smoking a cigarette - although it is a cheaper brand - right now as I type this blog post so that means that I do have some cigarettes now but I don't have many and will be running out of them in a day or two. This does not deter me from not smoking when my cigarettes run out. It just means that when I get enough money I will be buying more cigarettes as soon as I can! My Adsense money won't be arriving for at least 2 weeks so I don't know where I will be able to get the money to buy any more - unless some kind soul donates enough money so that I can buy a carton of Kools - hint, hint!

So this blog is about a smoker who does NOT want to quit smoking.

This Being Without cigarettes Is Sheer Torture!

2009-08-23T14:42:00.003-04:00

I posted a few times before about how the law of attraction worked for me when I wanted to have more cigarettes. Now that I am out of them again I think that I am trying too hard to manifest more cigarettes for myself!

I did manage to eat breakfast but I think that being without cigarettes is giving me the case of the munchies because I must have had 10 pancakes this morning for breakfast!

I have these little mint candies that I have been sucking on since Friday. And I really must have gained about 5 pounds during this weekend and the weekend is not even over with yet!

My mood is so witchy with a capital B! I'm angry, pissed offed and frustrated!

I have about 2 cents in my bank account which is not enough to buy anything cigarette-related! I have about 15 cents in my Paypal account - again its not enough to buy even the most cheapest pack of cigarettes!

I haven't received any donations lately - hint, hint?

On the good and positive side my Adsense money should be coming sometime in the next few days - which unfortunately is not soon enough for me but should be something that I am very grateful for because I earned this Adsense money by working from home. And as far as I can tell I should consider myself very lucky because it seems that a lot of people that use Adsense don't even make a lot of money doing it.

I think I'm kind of mad at the government too because first when I started smoking cigarettes were much more cheaper and the economy wasn't as bad. Now that we smokers have become addicted to cigarettes the government now decides that smoking is not good for us and keeps trying to think of ways - most notably increasing the prices - to get us to stop smoking!

Well that's not going to happen to me! While it may be more expensive to smoke I am still going to continue to smoke even if I can't afford it - I will just have to wait until I can afford it - which will be when I get my next Adsense check which will be in the next few days.

Until then I am in AGONY!

I Am Out Of Cigarettes Again!

2009-08-21T20:37:00.002-04:00

Yes I am out of cigarettes again! I just saw my previous blog post about how I made the law of attraction work for me and I am trying to do that again! Sometimes I think that I try too hard and that's why it doesn't work!

Like I said I am out of cigarettes (again) and I'm trying to keep my hopes up! I am anxiously awaiting my Adsense earnings but according to The Adsense Consultant, the soonest I can expect my Adsense payment is sometime next week which means it is going to be torture to get through the weekend! I am loathing it already!

I looked at my Paypal amount and its not enough to buy even the cheapest pack of cigarettes that I can find!

This being without cigarettes is making me feel so bad, angry, frustrated and very, very cranky!

I'm patiently trying to wait until I get my Adsense money but that is at least a few days away!

Oh, the suffering!

I seem to go through this kind of torture the same time every month - especially when I'm out of cigarettes but until I get the money to buy me some more cigarettes - I am definitely going to be in one foul mood!

You Never Know Where Money Will Come From!

2009-08-13T23:56:00.004-04:00

I have blogged a few times about how I try to use the law of attraction in getting me more cigarettes. Well it worked for me today!

Here is my law of attraction story for today!

I was running out of cigarettes but I kept trying to keep a positive attitude about it. I had enough cigarettes to last me for the rest of the day so I just decided to enjoy the moment and enjoy the day! (Although I was secretly hoping for more cigarettes to last me at least through the weekend.)

So I go and do some grocery shopping at the supermarket and guess what happened? There was a special coupon offer for $5 off of an item and I decided to buy it just for the coupon. Well the transaction didn't work and the manager gave me $5! How is that for proof that the law of attraction works!

Of course I am going to use that $5 to buy me some cigarettes!

I'm Smoking A Cigarette Right Now!

2009-08-07T00:34:00.001-04:00

Although I'm smoking a cheaper cigarette - I should say a cheaper brand of cigarette - it is definitely better than nothing at all! I'm currently smoking a brand called "Smokin Joes" and while it doesn't say that they are cigarettes they are called "filtered cigars". They are also menthol 100's.

Of course they are not as good as my regular brand of choice which is Kools but I'm grateful and thankful for having these - instead of not having any at all!

The Hummer cigarettes were my favorite standby cigarettes (actually they are branded as little cigars too) because they were the cheapest that I could buy at around $1.60 cents a pack! BUT the store that I used to buy them from are no longer selling them!

There was another, cheaper brand of cigarette that I could buy at my local Rite Aid store at $1.05 (I forgot the name of the brand) but that price went up to $3 and some change! So I don't even think of buying that brand anymore!

On the positive side I took a look at my Adsense earnings today and I had a very good day as far as my Adsense earnings were concerned!

So I am in good spirits today! I still have a few packs of cigarettes to last me for a while - which is very good news! As a matter of fact I had to deal with one of my bill creditors on the phone and having the cigarettes to smoke while I dealt with them worked in my favor because I got a great result from that phone call!

So I am in a very good mood today!

I Have Cigarettes Again!

2009-07-27T22:32:00.000-04:00

Thanks to the money I earned from Adsense I was able to buy some packs of cigarettes today!

(If you would like to know more about Google's Adsense program just click here.)

I was just coming out of a long stretch without having cigarettes and it was really making me crazy!

So let's hear it for Google's Adsense program! It is one of the most legitimate ways to be able to make money online! And if anyone says that you can't make money online - legitimately - then you should inform them that there is somebody out there who has actually made some money with it - enough to buy them some cigarettes!

Well I Am OUT Of Cigarettes Again..................

2009-07-18T21:48:00.003-04:00

and oddly enough I am also out of matches as well!

Oh the torture of not being able to have my supply of cigarettes right now! But those of you who are smokers know what I mean and know the feeling when it comes to being out of cigarettes!

I'm trying to stay positive and keep positive thoughts! I'm also working on making the law of attraction work for me like it has done before in the past. I think that the reason that the law of attraction doesn't work for me sometimes is the fact that I try too hard - but nicotine withdrawl will do that to you!

On the positive side I have about a week before I get my earning from Adsense! Oh how welcomed that will be and I will have enough money to buy at least a few packs of the cheaper cigarettes - I might even buy some more of the cigars that I have had a chance to try out.

I think that when you want something so bad it makes it harder or it takes longer to get which is what I am thinking is happening in my case!

Don't get me wrong though. I have high hopes of becoming a millionaire and being able to afford all the cigarettes (and cigars) that I want! Who knows? I may get a donation. I may get a sale.....I remember one time some money coming to me in one of the most unusual ways which affirms my belief that you never know where money will come from!

So I'm keeping my fingers crossed and trying to hold on to positive thoughts - until I have cigarettes again!

At Least I Had Some Cigarettes For The 4th Of July Weekend!

2009-07-06T21:06:00.002-04:00

I am so grateful that I was able to have cigarettes over the July 4th weekend! I was soooo happy and so grateful! My 2 packs of cigarettes lasted me about 3 days and I was so very happy!

Unfortunately I am now out of cigarettes again! I couldn't even afford to buy the cheapest brand that cost $2 a pack!

So for now my cigarette supply is zero! I'm climbing the walls but I still haven't given up hope!

Using The "Light" Bill Money To Pay For Cigarettes?

2009-07-01T20:14:00.000-04:00

I found this very interesting online article about people who are using the money that they have to pay their bills - they are using that money to buy cigarettes! One interesting example is someone who used part of their bill money to pay for cigarettes!

Am I shocked by this article? Actually no I'm not! What I'm shocked about is that there are at least other people out there who have at least thought about using the money that they have to pay their bills - that they would actually think about using that money to pay for cigarettes - because I have at least thought about it myself! I'm at least glad to see that there are others out there who have at least thought about it!

Those of us who have experience with not being able to pay our bills in full each month know that sometimes one can get away with not paying a bill for one or two months before the "notices" begin! If you are really considered being a low-incomed person then you may be able to get some financial help for your bills such as government grants or some other kind of financial program and the money that you have saved could then be used to pay for your cigarettes.

Even President Obama smokes and at least he's honest about it!

I'm always surprised by the poll on the side of this blog where people have voted that they think that their cigarette habit is more worse than my own - I'm always shocked by that but at least I know that I am not alone! Which is quite encouraging!

You can read the article by clicking here.

I Have Cigarettes Again!

2009-06-27T01:44:00.002-04:00

Thanks to my Adsense earnings I have cigarettes again! While I wasn't able to get a carton of my brand, I was able to buy some packs of the cheaper brand, "Smokin Joes".

I was also looking at some of my email that is related to the latest in smoking-related news and saw that there is some new legislation involved regarding how cigarette labels are worded. I guess this is supposed to make people think twice about smoking but I'm sure that diehard smoking fans like me really don't care. I guess I should say that I do care but not enough.

I continue to smoke. I don't like the way I feel when I don't have any cigarettes to smoke! When I do have cigarettes, smoking relaxes me and helps me to deal with stress! Smoking makes me feel good and helps me to deal with the things that I have to deal with - mainly reality and the stresses of being an adult!

Looking at the poll that I have on the left side of my blog, I'm glad to see that there are others who have voted that they think that their smoking is more worse than mine! I was hoping that I wasn't the only one who smokes and I was hoping that I wasn't the only one that still has strong opinions about it!

I Have Cigarettes Again!

2009-06-19T01:38:00.001-04:00

Let's hear it for

the law of attraction!

As I am typing this blog post, I now have cigarettes again!

I have to say that this can only be the law of attraction at work!

I checked my Paypal account just like I do everyday and lo and behold someone sent me a payment! I couldn't believe it but guess what? When I saw that payment, my butt was out the door! No matter that it was after midnight because as soon as I saw that payment I was out the door! I was (and still am) so, so happy!

I was able to get 4 packs of the cheaper brand of cigarettes called "Smokin Joes" and I am so grateful for that!

It just goes to show you that the law of attraction really does work! I was racking my brain with trying to manifest some more cigarettes because I was going absolutely crazy at being out of cigarettes!

But I'm happy to say that I have cigarettes again!

Well I Have Had My FIRST Cigar!

2009-06-14T01:37:00.002-04:00

Well I had less than a $1! And I was hoping that there was something that I could get! I didn't know what but I just kept on hoping!

Turns out that I could buy a cigar for 85 cents! So I bought it and decided to give it a try right away! Actually it looked like a great big, fat marijuana joint but beggars can't be choosers! So I lit it up as soon as I was outside and it did satisfy my nicotine craving. However the cigar was so big that I couldn't finish it all at one time - which was a good thing because at least I would have some for later!

So now I am a confirmed cigar smoker as well!

The cigar really wasn't that bad!

I can't tell you the specific brand of the cigar because I was so anxious to get it that I tore the wrapping off and threw it away. However I'm pretty that this won't be the last time that I buy the cigar so I will post more about it specifically the next time I get it and save the label!

Oh, did I mention? I'm out of cigarettes again!

Adsense won't "kick in" until sometime during the middle of the week after next! So I'm quite in the middle of total agony!

The Law Of Attraction!

2009-05-20T03:52:00.001-04:00

Well I was increasingly running out of cigarettes and worrying about it made me smoke more thus further deleting my supply of cigarettes! Plus I was smoking a cheaper brand called "Smokin Joes" because that was all that I could afford!

This cheaper brand of cigarette - actually it isn't even a cigarette it is called filtered cigars - I used to get because it only cost like $1.60 BUT the price increased to $2.00! But it is still the most cheapest that I can find!

Anyways like I was saying, I was worried so much about increasing my cigarette supply that I started thinking about how I could do that!

I remembered in the past about how the law of attraction worked for me as far as me having cigarettes was concerned so I was working on trying to manifest some more cigarettes into my life! I was thinking about it long and hard - perhaps too hard but I finally managed to get an idea! It wasn't 100% foolproof but it did allow me to buy 2 more packs of the cheaper brand!

So now I'm happily typing away (as you can plainly see) while happily smoking a cigarette - actually it's called cigar!

I'm Running Out Of Cigarettes (Again!)

2009-05-07T12:36:00.000-04:00

Yes, that's right! My current cigarette supply is running very, very low! I'm trying not to get too angry about this though and I'm hoping to manifest some more cigarettes! My ultimate dream would be able to purchase a whole carton of Kool 100's! Hopefully some kind soul (maybe someone who is a smoker too) will donate to me so that I can go out right now and purchase some cigarettes for me to enjoy!

Even though my Adsense earnings help towards me being able to purchase cigarettes, I won't get another Adsense payment until the end of this month and that is like two weeks away! But I thank God for my Adsense because having that income allows me to buy cigarettes for which I am very grateful!

I don't know if the hike in the cigarette prices is meant to discourage people from smoking but I'm not going to be one of them! I enjoy smoking and it relaxes me and helps to ease and relax the stress that I have!

I'm sure any other smoker will tell you the same thing.

And we will continue to smoke for as long as we can!

Yes, I Know That The Price Of Cigarettes Has Gone Up But.........

2009-04-02T21:22:00.004-04:00

I'm sorry to say that that still hasn't deterred me from stopping!

Imagine my surprise when I heard on the news that the price of cigarettes would go up and go up a LOT! I was already shell-shocked from my last cigarette buying excursion when I found out that the price of cigarettes had gone up so much! My favorite "second-choice" cigarettes had jumped from $3 to $4 and some change! And of course my beloved Kool cigarettes now cost over $5! And the price increase won't be just limited to cigarettes but to cigars and other smoking-related products as well!

They interviewed some smokers on the news and the majority of them said that the price increase was enough to make them want to stop smoking. One man said that he tries to buy the cheapest brands of cigarettes that he can find!

Me? Sorry folks but I'm still going to be a smoker! I guess that this just means that I just have to make more money so that I can have cigarette money in my budget! According to the poll that I have on the side of this blog there have been a few people that have voted and said that they think that their cigarette habit is even more worse than mine and I'm wondering how they feel about the cigarette price increase? How do YOU feel about the cigarette price increase?

How do I feel about the cigarette price increase? Well being a smoker and smoking as much as I do, when I first heard the news about the big price increase my thought was oh well - have to have more money for cigarettes! Not once did I think about quitting! I mean when I am out of cigarettes the cravings are sometimes just too much to bear! I get moody and cranky and am just not a good person to be around!

It's probably due to the fact that the nicotine is so addictive and I don't like how I feel when I am out of cigarettes! So I'll continue to buy them as much as I can!

So it's more money that I have to make, increase my income - I don't think I'll get to the point where I'll cut something else out because my budget is already at its bare minimum! Smoking is one of the few pleasures that I allow myself to have!

I Wish I Was Smoking A Cigarette!

2009-03-15T22:04:00.003-04:00

Actually I wish I was smoking a cigarette and had enough of them to last me the entire month until I get my Adsense money!

I wish I was smoking one of my cigarettes right now! Where is

the law of attraction

when I really NEED it!

Oh well enough of my blabbering!

As you can tell I am quite out of cigarettes! My closest prospect for more money is my Adsense check but I don't expect that until next week - which is a blessing in and of itself because I can at least be grateful that I can expect it next week instead of some time way, way in the future! (Unless some sweet soul decides to donate a couple of dollars to me! -

Of course I am well aware that I have a lot of things to be grateful for! I was watching on the news about people who have been evicted from their homes and that was not a pleasant thing to watch!

I can still be grateful for the fact that I am able to earn some money from working from home! I was also able to get one of those government grants to help pay off some of my heating bill. I also had quite a nice dinner of chicken and rice tonight - a dinner that I can be very grateful for!

It's just that anyone who is a smoker knows smoking cigarettes helps relax you and gets rid of some (or in some cases - a lot of!) stress! I also know that while smoking is addictive you feel like "heck" if you are not able to feed that addiction.

I'm sorry but the lesson that I have learned here is not that I want to quit. Tbe lesson that I have learned is that even though I am out of cigarettes now, as soon as I get some cash I'm going to buy me some more cigarettes!

Kools - $3.99 A Pack!

2009-03-02T21:17:00.003-05:00

Image my surprise when I went to my local store to find out that the Kools were on sale for $3.99! That's the first time I have seen them being sold for under $4! Of course I "snapped" up this deal right away!

Maybe its the economy - I mean everything else has gone down in price - why not cigarettes too?

I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again!

2009-02-16T21:56:00.004-05:00

I'm anxiously counting the days until my next adsense check which should be coming next week! In the meantime I am going so crazy!!

I have $5 in my bank account and that would just enough to buy a pack of Kools or buy 3 packs of a cheaper brand. However that $5 is there because of a check I wrote to one of my creditors and they haven't seemed to cash it yet! Now am I thinking of spending that money and risk incurring HUGE banking fees?

The answer is yes. Yes I am thinking about it but no I haven't done anything about it yet! It's almost like that $5 is there to test me!

I did have a good experience with

the law of attraction

a few days ago before the weekend. I was thinking about how great it would be to have some cigarettes while I was working at my computer. I think I actually pictured in my mind me actually being at the computer and smoking a cigarette. Then it hit me that someone had told me that the Rite Aid store sold a brand of little cigars (hey beggers can't be choosers here!) for a dollar and I had a dollar and some change in my bank account that I could actually spend!. So I decided that the risk was worth taking and I went to the Rite to find if they did indeed have such a brand and they did! A different brand of little cigar (that I will post about later) helped saved the day for me! I walked out of that Rite Aid with my $1 little cigars and actually sat down and smoked one of them!

That pack of little cigars lasted me 2 days which I am grateful for but unfortunately I'm back out of cigarettes again and it is driving me crazy!

Update!

I have to say that while I waited for the last minute I did indeed spend that $5! I wanted to wait until I got to a close enough time that my adsense check would kick in to cover that $5 but I did spend it on cigarettes.

It turns out that the creditor didn't cash the check until well after my adsense money kicked in!

While I'm glad that I was able to do this I hope that I don't do it again because I don't want to risk those banking fees!

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A "Smoke Free" Scotland?

2009-01-25T16:06:00.002-05:00

I was just reading one of the smoker-related newsletters that I subscribe to and read that Scotland wants to make itself smoke-free however they seem to be having a problem with their teenage population which records indicate that their rate of smoking is increasing.

Now the reason why I mention about this is because I just don't believe that you are going to make an entire big area 100% smoke-free!

As a smoker myself I just know how addictive smoking can be and I have quite a few friends, co-workers and family members who have said that they were going to quit smoking. While some of them managed to quit, not all of them did!

That is why I just can not imagine a smoke-free Scotland!

I'm Counting The Hours!

2009-01-24T13:12:00.000-05:00

I'm anxiously awaiting the time when my Adsense money "kicks in" so that I can go buy cigarettes - which of course means that I do happen to be out of cigarettes again!

I have been out of cigarettes for quite some time now - about 2 weeks! I'm sorry to have to tell those non-smoking advocates out there that not having cigarettes has not changed my mind about smoking! As a matter of fact if this is some kind of test then I just fail the test because as soon as I get my Adsense money I'm going to get me some cigarettes!

Patrick Swayze Has Been Admitted To The Hospital!

2009-01-09T20:15:00.002-05:00

Probably best known for his role in "Dirty Dancing", actor Patrick Swayze has been admitted to the hospital for pneumonia. Swayze admitted himself to the hospital for observation.

Even though Swayze is diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, in an interview with Barbara Walters the actor still admitted that he still smokes cigarettes.

I Am A Smoker And Proud Of It!

2009-01-06T08:39:00.002-05:00

The new

I Am A Smoker And Proud Of It!

has recently been updated and moved to a new hosting site!

If you would like to add your name and a link to your site, just visit the

I Am A Smoker And Proud Of It website to find out more information about it.

Of course this is my attempt at earning extra money for myself besides having the Adsense ads - let's be honest here!

So if you would like to advertise your own link for as little as $10 a month be sure to visit the site and find out more information about how you can advertise a link to your website or blog as well!

Hummers No More?

2008-12-29T15:47:00.000-05:00

I recently found out on my last trip to get cigarettes that they won't be selling Hummers anymore.

If you have read some of my past posts in this blog then you will know that Hummers is the cheaper brand of cigarettes that I buy when I can't afford to buy my favorite brand - which is Kools 100's.

The Hummer's brand only cost me around $1.75 per pack and they were an adequate substitute for the Kools when it was necessary (and because of the cost it became necessary a LOT of the time!

There is something else I'm smoking now called "Smokin Joes" little cigars.

As for my opinion on this particular brand - I'm still deciding!

But at least I have cigarettes again and for that I am very grateful!

I'm a much nicer person with them than without them!

So I have enough to last me a few days so that is good!

$20! - I'm Being Tested!

2008-12-10T20:39:00.002-05:00

got $20 in my checking account - Boy could I use that money to buy some cigarettes! However the problem is that $20 is for a check I wrote that hasn't been cashed yet!

Now since I don't expect my Adsense money until the week after next I know that it wouldn't be a good idea to got and withdraw that money so that I could buy me some cigarettes!

I have over-drawn my bank account before but not on purpose! Those banking fees that they charge you are enough to NEVER want them again!

So while I am out of cigarettes right now at least I can turn my thoughts to what I could do if I could just have that $20!

Oh well, its time to put the law of attraction to work for me!

I Have Cigarettes Again!

2008-12-01T21:28:00.000-05:00

Actually I'm smoking a cigarette right now as I type this blog post!

I see that I haven't updated my "donations received so far" link and will do that after I finish this blog entry!

It may surprise you to know that I actually did receive a $10 donation some years back and you can definitely bet your bottom dollar that I used that donated money to buy me some cigarettes!

So I figured that if I can get one donation that I may be able to get more donations - rest assured that any money that you donate to me here that I will use that money to buy only cigarettes!

Right now I do have cigarettes and I'm hoping that the law of attraction will work for me (as it has done in the past) as far as having more cigarettes are concerned! Ultimately I would like to have a carton of Kool 100's - which costs around $50 - tax included!

Right now I am just grateful for the cigarettes that I DO have!

I'm happy and content - while hoping for more!

Here Are The Latest Poll Results!

2008-11-09T11:07:00.000-05:00

Here are the latest poll results!

As you can see there have been more smokers who have posted than none smokers. (I'm glad to see that I'm not alone!) I was surprised to see that some people have voted saying that their smoking habit is more worser than mine! I kind of find that hard to believe because I am definitely a smoker!

My Supply Is Getting Low But.........

2008-11-01T09:48:00.000-04:00

for right now I am happily smoking away!

I'm currently smoking the more cheaper brand, Hummers - but you know beggars can't be choosers!

For right now I'm just happy and grateful that I DO have cigarettes now! I'm so much a nicer person when I have cigarettes to smoke!

I Don't Like This Brand Of Cigarette!

2008-10-04T20:57:00.003-04:00

I know that beggars can't be choosers but this is one brand of cigarette that I have come to hate! I must have bought them when they didn't have any of my brands - even the cheaper ones!

But how are ya gonna know you hate a brand until you have tried it!

Just Feeling Good Today 'Cause I Have Cigarettes!

2008-09-28T23:12:00.002-04:00

Just doing a little dance for joy because I have some cigarettes!

Used my Adsense money to buy me some cigarettes!

I feel GOOD!

I Have Cigarettes Again!

2008-09-22T17:18:00.003-04:00

Oh for JOY! I have cigarettes again!

Can't tell you how good that makes me feel!

I oh-so-wanted some cigarettes sooooo badly! I was constantly thinking about having one! I think that the law of attraction was definitely working for me today!

I manifested in my mind how great it would be to be smoking a cigarette and I was constantly thinking of ways that I could possible have a cigarette!

How did I manage it? Well lets just say that I was able to get some money into my Paypal account (it wasn't a donation) and it was just enough to be able for me to buy 2 packs of the cheaper brand of cigarettes - Hummers! (I looked at the cost of a pack of Kools and they were $5.26!

Hopefully having these 2 packs of cigarettes will last me until I get my next Adsense payment - which I am expecting some time this week!

But for right now I am happy and joyous and smoking a cigarette as I am typing this blog post!

I can feel good again!

Well, I'm Hanging In There!

2008-09-20T15:23:00.002-04:00

I'm currently out of cigarettes again! But I'm trying to stay positive and focus on what it is that I DO want! I'm thinking about the law of attraction because just a few days ago it did work for me!

I was on my way somewhere and just wanted a cigarette sooo badly! I thought about how good it would feel to be somoking a cigarette right then and there. Guess what happens? A woman is walking by smoking a cigarette - thank goodness! - and I ask and bum a cigarette off of her! Having a cigarette felt GREAT!

I know that this is the law of attraction at work and I'm just trying to figure out how I can harness this so that I can use it in my favor!

But for right now I am out of cigarettes

According to my chart, it says that I have about 4 more days before I get my Adsense notification that I have a "payment in progress". At least on the positive side I don't have too long to wait! But I'm still going crazy and having and smoking a cigarette is all I can think about!

Instead Of Being Angry.........

2008-09-08T16:22:00.002-04:00

I should focus on how GREAT it would be to be having a cigarette right now! I can almost smell it!

When I'm at the computer there is NOTHING like having a cigarette (or 2 or 3) when I'm working! Goodness knows I couldn't do that at my regular job before!

Now that I work at home I can smoke when I want (and when I have the cigarettes of course!)

If you can't tell by now I'm out of cigarettes again and I'm thinking about all the times I have posted about the law of attraction at work when I wanted cigarettes! So I'm trying to make that work again in my favor!

Instead of being angry about not having any cigarettes - which I am sure is affecting the law of attraction - I should focus on how great and wonderful (and relaxing) it would be to be having a cigarette right now!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

I Am Very Grateful For The Cigarettes I DO Have For Right Now!

2008-09-04T13:48:00.003-04:00

It will be at least 20 more days before I get my adsense check so I'm very grateful for the cigarettes that I do have!

I'm currently smoking the more cheaper brand of Hummers but even having that is better than having no cigarettes at all!

If you take a look at the left side of this blog you will see that so far I have gotten $10 in donations and that donation came about a year ago - but I'm even grateful for that!

Having a cigarette relaxes me and helps me get through the day and I am a beast without one!

National Tobacco Survey?

2008-08-22T20:34:00.001-04:00

Usually I don't go for these survey-type things but I thought that I would add this information that I got in an email.

If you got an email like this would you participate?

NATIONAL TOBACCO SURVEY

Vote & Get a COMPIMENTARY $100 Visa Gift
Card! (Participation required. See below for details.)

WHICH DO YOU PREFER:

MARLBORO Cigarettes

CAMEL Cigarettes

NO Cigarettes (I Do Not Smoke)

Click Here to Participate!

When it comes to cigarette smoke, we want to know what consumers prefer. Do you carry Camels? Are you a Marlboro Man? Or do you choose to be smoke and cigarette-free?

Take our quick Tobacco Survey and Get a $100 Visa Gift Card as a thank you for your time! Use your $100 however you want, on anything you want, anytime you want! Must be 21 or older to vote.

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Simply take our survey and complete the participation requirements. It's that easy!

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The Law Of Attraction At Work!

2008-08-16T14:19:00.002-04:00

I wanted some cigarettes So badly! It's been about a week since I last had any cigarettes and I was desparately trying to think of a way to get some! I started to weigh my options:

My adsense check won't be arriving for another week!
I had less than $2 in my bank account!

Then I had an ephiphany! I knew that you could buy something from certain stores with your debit card and you could get cash back! Now the only thing was that I could only get cash back if I could get change as opposed to getting just a dollar amount - which would have put my bank balance in the negative! But I had remembered seeing someone else do this once so I decided to go and take the chance!

I went to a Rite Aid and had to buy something that cost less than 50 cents! I bought a small bag of potatoe chips that cost 35 cents. I asked the cashier if the kind of transaction I wanted was possible and she told me that I could get cash back but only in dollar amounts (no change). So I decided to think about what I was going to do next! In the meantime another customer wanted to do a different kind of transaction and it was similar to the kind of transaction that I wanted to make and she asked another cashier about it. Picking up on this I decided to ask that same cashier about the kind of transaction I wanted to do. She said it wasn't possible on the register that was open but she kindly offered to open a register where I could do the kind of transaction that I wanted to do!

Long story short I was able to buy a pack of cigarettes and still have a positive amount in my bank account!

I think that this is a very good example of the law of attraction at work! Now I have just got to learn how to harness this law to my benefit!

But at least for right now I have cigarettes!!!!!!

I Should Be Grateful - And I Am!

2008-08-02T14:18:00.002-04:00

I am grateful that I do have cigarettes even though I had to buy a cheaper brand this time.

I was all set! I had my $3 dollars and some change which was just enough to buy 2 packs of Hummers. However when I got to the store I found out that they were out of the kind of Hummer cigarettes that I prefer and they had a different version of them which wasn't the same.

So I had to choose between buying a pack of "better-tasting cigarettes or to buy 2 packs of the "yucky-tasting Hummer brand and I chose the later! (I'm smoking one of them right now as I am typing this blog post!)

So I should be very grateful that I have something to satisfy (barely) my nicotine craving for now!

My adsense isn't due for another 3 weeks! So I'm focusing my thoughts on the things that I have that I am grateful for and I'm working on "law of attraction thoughts" to bring more cigarettes (and the brand of cigarettes that I like) into my life!

So I am grateful for the cigarettes that I do have! I'm a much nicer person with them than without them!

I'm Out Of Cigarettes Yet Again!

2008-07-08T14:26:00.002-04:00

As I slowly pace back and forth (in my mind at least) I am again out of cigarettes yet again!

My adsense check won't be coming for at least another 2 weeks!

Poll Results - so far

2008-07-04T13:47:00.003-04:00

I want to thank everyone who has voted in the poll so far.

As you can see the majority of the votes are from those who are smokers and continue to be smokers! The second highest number of votes were from those who used to smoke but have now quit smoking.

I was also surprised to see that there were votes from those who said that their smoking habit was far worse than my own - which I find hard to believe because I am quite the smoking addict!

Again thanks to those who have voted in the smoker / smoker's poll and if you haven't voted in the poll yet you still have time to add your vote.

A Cheaper Brand Of Cigarette - Hummer!

2008-07-04T13:28:00.002-04:00

I have mentioned this brand of cigarette before when I have posted on my blog about buying (or being able to afford) a cheaper brand of cigarette.

Oddly enough I couldn't find a picture of this particular brand of cigarette on the internet - which I consider quite strange! So I took a picture of them with my cellphone camera.

Another thing that I should note about this particular brand of cigarette is that it calls itself not cigarettes but cigars - little cigars!

Another thing about this particular brand of cigarette - oops I mean cigars - is that it is not available everywhere! So far I have only seen it being sold at my local gas station and even then sometimes they have run out of them. The picture that you see above is only one type - they seem to come in other "flavors" but I like the plain brand better because the flavored brands (like cherry and grape) leave a "yucky" taste" in my mouth.

I also can not see on the package which specific company makes this brand of cigars.

They are much cheaper than my brand of cigarettes - Kools which cost around $4.50 per pack! Hummer costs @$1.59 per pack!

So right now I'm smoking the cheaper Hummer cigarettes right now but only until I get my hands on enough money to buy my Kools!

But if you're looking for a cheaper brand to help satisfy your nicotine craving, then you might want to give Hummer a try - if you can find them!

I Almost Didn't Get The Pack Of Cigarettes!

2008-06-11T20:00:00.002-04:00

I had just enough money to buy the cheaper brand of cigarettes that I mentioned before - called Hummers and I went to my regular "haunt" - the gas station (that's where the cigarettes cost the cheapest) to get them. Since I'm there buying cigarettes all the time most of the cashiers that work there know me.

This particular time the cashier that was there must have been a new employee. He didn't believe me when I told him that the cigarettes that I wanted to buy only cost $1.59 and I guess that this cigarette brand scanned differently. He said he couldn't let me buy the cigarettes because he didn't believe that they only cost $1.59. Well since I was out of cigarettes and that was the only store near me that sold that particular (cheaper) brand I was set on not leaving without them!

In the meantime a woman comes in to pay for gas but some kind of mistake occurred and either she or the cashier didn't say the right gas pump number. To make a long story short another person at a different pump managed to get her gas! And by the time that was figured out the person who had gotten her gas had drove off. The cashier wouldn't re-imburse her and she said she wasn't leaving until she got either her gas or her money back (she was using her credit card to pay for the gas). In the meantime another woman comes in and says that the gas pump charged her $5 and some change and no gas had pumped. In the meantime I'm still there waiting to buy my cigarettes.

To make things even more complicated the time was coming upon a shift change and cashiers have to count out their cash drawers to make room for the next shift and cashier.

In the meantime other customers were coming in. Some had no problems with their transactions and a few had minor problems such as the cashier not being familar with the product or how much it cost.

In the meantime the woman who wanted either her gas or her money back said that she was going to call the police!

In the meantime during all this chaos (and while I was still there waiting) - the cashier decided to "take my word for it" and he let me purchase the cigarettes - which I was very glad about!

The poor cashier was having such a hard time and I felt so much better after being able to purchase the cigarettes that I thanked him and I told him that I hoped that the rest of his day would go better.

In the meantime as I left the store (with my cigarettes) the woman who was complaining was on the public pay phone talking with her credit card company and things didn't seem to be going to well. Since the transaction had more or less just started there had to be some time before they could look into the matter.

It just goes to show you that no matter how much of a bad day you might be having someone else is having an even worser day!

So I'm thankful and grateful that I was able to get my cigarettes and I hope things work out for the woman who was having a more worse day than me!

I Have Cigarettes Again!

2008-06-09T14:34:00.002-04:00

While I sit twiddling my thumbs and wait for the arrival of my adsense payment to arrive I have been the lucky recipient of some cash! (of which I am very grateful for!)

I believe that this cash came to me because of the law of attraction - which I have mentioned here several times before! Basically speaking I set my thoughts and focus on my goal which was having cigarettes and it happened!

It lets me know that the law of attraction is at work as long as you know how to "work" it. I'm trying to harness this power so that I can live the kind of life (which includes lots and lots of cigarettes) that I have always dreamed of living - a life full of abundance and wealth!

So I am very happy and grateful now for the cigarettes that I do have! They will last me for a while!

Well I Am Out Of Cigarettes Again!

2008-06-06T15:37:00.002-04:00

I'm trying hard not to dwell on it but when you are without your nicotine fix you just do not feel good! Angry doesn't even begin to cover how I feel! But I have to look on the positive side.

Of course I'm going to buy some cigarettes with my adsense money but I won't be receiving that for another 2 and a half weeks!

I would just

LOVE

to have a cigarette right now. I have depleted my monies and I have got about 40 cents in my bank account.

I have used the law of attraction to manifest some cigarettes before so I'm working on it again!

This is a "test" that truly SUCKS!

I Bought A Pack Of Cigarettes Today.

2008-05-10T23:15:00.003-04:00

I had enough money to buy the cheaper pack of cigarettes called "Hummers". They cost $1.59 with tax - as opposed to my brand - Kools - which cost around $4.50 a pack!

Beggars can't be chosers when they don't have a lot of money!

My adsense payment won't be coming for a couple of weeks yet.

But you know what? I am grateful for at least having these cigarettes because I am a much nicer person when I have cigarettes!

Believe me you wouldn't want to meet me on a bad day!

This one pack of cigarettes will at least get me through the weekend!

I have about $10 in my bank account right now but that is because one of my checks hasn't been cashed yet and I am oh-so-tempted to spend that money on cigarettes. With that $10 I could buy 2 packs of Kools! (Of course then if the check was presented it would be labeled as "insufficient funds" .....

Ever tried playing "tag" with your bank account?

Hummers

2008-05-04T00:33:00.002-04:00

I'm currently smoking from a brand of cigarettes called "Hummers". I have mentioned them before saying that they were a cheaper brand from my regular Kool 100's. They do cost a lot cheaper - around $2.50 cheaper than a pack of Kools cost.

As far as cheaper cigarettes go they are not too bad. They do have this more ugly brown color to them but they do satisfy my nicotine lust though.

But fortunately today I was able to buy some cigarettes at my local Rite Aid store and came to find out that they were on sale today. $3 off of two packs! So naturally I bought two packs! Of course I didn't even know that they were on sale and it seems like I am catching them on sale quite often.

Good news for us that smoke (and smoke Kools!)

Adsense Payment In Progress!

2008-04-24T13:40:00.002-04:00

Yeah! I see that there is a payment in progress line on my adsense account! That means that I will be having my adsense money soon! And what am I going to do with my adsense money? I'm going to buy cigarettes of course!

Been without them for a couple of weeks and I want to smoke a cigarette so bad that I can taste it now!

Much thanks to The Adsense Consultant for "turning me on" to the whole adsense program!

It Seems That There Is A New Version Of Kools Cigarettes

2008-04-02T11:58:00.001-04:00

I didn't notice this before but the last time I blogged about being able to buy Kool cigarettes on sale for 2 packs for $6 - this was the version of Kools that I was talking about. This new version is called Kool XL and the difference is that they are wider (and the promotion says "smoother") than the regular Kool cigarettes are.

I'm guessing that the reason why they are on sale is because the company that makes them - RJ Reynolds Tobacco Company - wants to promote them more.

I don't know if I really taste a difference with this newer version of Kool cigarettes although it does seem that it takes a lesser amount of time to smoke a whole cigarette - maybe that's what they want?

I surely hope that this doesn't mean that they are going to get rid of their original version of Kools! Lots of times companies will come out with something that they think is better than the original and it really is not!

Kools Are On Sale!

2008-03-30T07:40:00.003-04:00

I was out doing errands yesterday and I saw that my brand of cigarettes were on sale (again) at one of the gas stations across the street. (I live in Philadelphia). Although I already had some cigarettes I decided to buy some more because I'm not in that area all the time.

The sale price was for 2 packs of cigarettes for $6 and as you can see from the receipt I bought 2 of them which came to $12. Usually I pay around $4.50 - tax included - for a pack of Kool 100's. But this brand was called Kools X which I have never tried before but I got them anyway because of the price!

I have noticed that sometimes a store like a WaWa will have cigarettes on sale but I don't live near any of those.

So if you're looking for a good deal on cigarettes - Kools - then I suggest that you head on over there before the sale is over!

My Adsense Check Is On Its Way!

2008-03-27T20:10:00.002-04:00

Thank God for Adsense!

I just checked my adsense page and saw that my adsense payment is on it's way! That means CIGARETTES for me!

I have been sorely lacking in cigarettes for the past several days.

I haven't received any donations yet so that is why I am sooooo grateful that my adsense payment is coming!

I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again But................

2008-03-14T22:45:00.000-04:00

Don't think for one moment that that will make me quit smoking! Quite the contrary it just makes me realize how much of a smoker I am, how much I love to smoke and how much I am going to continue to be a smoker!

I have some adsense money coming in two weeks and that will definitely be enough for me to buy a cartoon of my favorite brand of cigarettes (actually its the only brand of cigarette that I like to smoke) -

Kool 100's!

I also got an inquiry about advertising on my blog. This was a direct inquiry and not adsense. So things are looking up for me!

I am going to continue to dwell on the positive and not to dwell (or even think about the negative).....

The law of attraction has worked for me more than once before and it will work for me once again!

It Feels Good To Have Cigarettes Again!

2008-03-07T22:47:00.002-05:00

It feels REAL good to have cigarettes again! I was able to get a few more packs the other day because they were selling them "2 for 1". I got 2 packs for $6 - 2 packs would normally run me around $9! - so that was a very good bargain! I was just grateful that I had enough money to buy some more cigarettes! So I'm feeling really good today!

It's raining heavy, the wind is blowing cold and the weather is just basically terrible and I'm grateful to be able to be inside and not have to worry about not having any cigarettes!

Life is very good right now for me and I am grateful for it!

I'm Counting The Minutes To My Next Cigarette(s)

2008-02-21T14:06:00.002-05:00

I'm waiting for my adsense check to come in so that I can buy me some cigarettes! I also thought that it would be a good idea to do like The Adsense Consultant does and take my adsense earnings and order a pizza or something just for being able to say that I did a very good job with my adsense for the past month.

I'm not a millionaire yet but that is what I am focusing on!

And if you think that I am a millionaire please remember that I am not. That's why I continue to have the "donate" button on this blog.

You can rest assured that any and all amounts that you donate will go directly into my cigarette fund.

Even though I haven't gotten any donations yet I will still continue to keep the "donate" button on my blog. You never know who will decide to donate - perhaps a smoker who knows what its like to be without cigarettes, someone who loves smoking and loves to smoke like me........................

I Am Still A Pro Smoker!

2008-02-11T16:36:00.000-05:00

Even though I don't have any cigarettes right now I will in about 2 weeks time (at the most) because that is when I will get my Adsense payment and when I get my adsense payment I get my cigarettes!

I'm trying to hold up as best as I can but I surely do miss that nicotine in my system!

So I am a smoker and I will always be a pro smoker!

Hooray! I've Got Cigarettes Again!

2008-01-29T18:16:00.000-05:00

That's right! I'm able to smoke again! Actually I'm smoking a cigarette right now as I'm typing here! I was able to buy more cigarettes with my adsense money! (Just in case you don't know what adsense is you can check out The Adsense Consultant's Blog.

It feels really, really good to have cigarettes again after about a week and a half of not having them! I even got a bit dizzy when I smoked the first one.

Say what you will, I just can not function correctly without them. I have to have my cigarettes. I didn't even have to buy a cheaper brand. I was able to get my own favorite brand of cigarettes. So now I have enough cigarettes to last me for a week! I am definitely a very happy person!

The Law Of Attraction? - It Works! I Manifested A Couple Of Cigarettes!

2008-01-17T16:43:00.000-05:00

Okay, so I'm sitting at home and I want a cigarette soooooooooo badly! I know that I will be getting some money in the next two weeks but that isn't helping my craving now! (By the way, the money that I am getting is from my Adsense ads)

So I'm thinking about cigarettes. Sometimes I just think of and picture myself smoking a cigarette and a few of the times I'm thinking about having a whole carton of cigarettes.

Anyway on this particular day I had to be ready because some repair guys were coming to take care of the water heater. Meanwhile I'm still thinking about cigarettes. Well the guys were supposed to come during the early morning but they came a few hours later. I saw their truck outside but they didn't come to the door right away. I just figured that since it was around lunch time they were either eating their lunch or they just stayed in their truck to smoke. I thought of how nice it would be if I could bum a cigarette off of them.

So they finally came in to fix the water heater and in the meantime I was still wanting a cigarette so badly but I was just too embarrassed to ask them - I didn't even if they smoked. Well when they were finished and it was time for them to leave the subject came up of why they were in their truck so long and it turned out that they actually were smoking! I bummed a few cigarettes off of them!

This law of attracting and manifesting what you want really does work!

I smoked the cigarettes and I was very grateful to have had them!

More Cigarettes!

2008-01-10T09:27:00.000-05:00

Well my brother's money came and I was able to buy some more cigarettes! He is a smoker like me and he sent me the money because he knows what it feels like to be a smoker and be without cigarettes!

I was able to purchase 3 packs of cigarettes with the money that he sent to me - so that will last me a few days.

"I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again!

2008-01-04T08:55:00.000-05:00

My brother has promised to send me some money so that I can buy some more cigarettes. Bless him because he is a smoker too and he knows how it feels to be without cigarettes and wanting to smoke one real bad! So he's sending me some money and it will be a wait but hopefully I will get the money on Monday - this being a Friday! I am keeping my fingers crossed that I will get some cigarettes real soon! I'm real grateful that my brother is sending me some money and the knowing that he did send it is making things a little bit easier.

Sometimes I think that this is a test just to see how badly I want to continue to smoke and I have to tell you that it doesn't matter because no matter how long I'm without cigarettes I never want to give the habit up. As a matter of fact the longer that I am withoout cigarettes the more my vow to continue smoking!

I haven't gotten any donations yet but I'm still keeping my fingers crossed that I will get some donations via Paypal. Paypal donations take about 3 business days to clear and a pack of cigarettes - my favorite brand - Kools - cost around $5 a pack. If you have it within your heart please donate to a worthy cause - me

Making A New DeskTop To Remind Me

2007-12-15T23:32:00.000-05:00

Got this idea to make me a desktop of my favorite brand of cigarettes (which happen to be Kools!) so that I could use it as my computer's desktop picture.

So I took a bunck of pictures that I had already stored on my computer and tried to make a whole "montage" of cigarettes so that the image would forever always stay in and on my mind!

It took me a little longer than I thought it would. It also came out a little bit lighter than I thought it would. It kind of obscures the icons that are appearing on the desktop so I have to work on it some more.

I got this idea because I was sitting here at my computer just thinking about how joyful it would be have a cigarette right now - which mean of course that I am out of cigarettes right now. I hope to have more cigarettes before the weekend is over.

So far I haven't gotten any donations yet....

So the next time you have that cigarette please think of me.............

Today I Bought One Pack Of Cigarettes...........

2007-12-09T21:01:00.000-05:00

that's all I could afford. I did notice that the Newports are selling for around $4.73 - which is almost $5!

My pack of Kools cost just over $4 but the price keeps changing all the time! Once in a while there are sales like where you can get 2 for 1 or they are promoting some new type of variation of the brand. That's what happened a few weeks ago where Kools were on sale for like half the price but it wasn't the kind that I smoke so I didn't get them. I may try them out just to see if I like them but I'm pretty set on the kind of cigarette that I smoke now!

So I am grateful that I had enough money to buy my one pack of cigarettes today!

I Haven't Posted In A While....................

2007-11-15T23:42:00.001-05:00

though its not because I had a lack of cigarettes - quite the opposite - I had an abundance of cigarettes!

Right now I'm down to my last pack and have to venture outside in the cold tommorrow to buy some more. Poor, poor me - LOL! At least I am grateful that I have enough money to buy cigarettes let alone be cheerful about it.

I have been contently smoking away for the past few weeks and I have been lucky enough to not have been without cigarettes for the past month! How grateful I am for that!

I can be quite a not-nice person when I am out of cigarettes!

But I'm very, very grateful!

Free Cartons Of Cigarettes?

2007-10-28T16:35:00.000-04:00

Here is an email that I got recently:

Congratulations

You've been selected to receive a few cartons of Marlboro or Camel Cigarettes ON US! All you need to do is click below and tell us your choice!

Get my Packs of Smokes by clicking HERE

http://~

Chose between Marlboro or Camels!

- Click Below for Camels

http://~

- Click Below for Marlboros

http://~

Too bad I don't smoke Marlboros or Camels!

All kidding aside I just don't trust these kinds of sites that offer free cigarettes.

I did see an ad for an online cigarette website that is supposedly run by Indians - meaning they can escape some of the cigarette tax laws and can offer cigarettes at a discounted price - But again I would REALLY have to check them out before I would consider purchasing cigarettes online.

I haven't met anyone who has had a good experience with ordering cigarettes online yet.

Another Good Day!

2007-10-07T09:57:00.000-04:00

I shouldn't bemoan the fact that I have to go out and buy the cigarettes. On the contrary I should be grateful that I even HAVE the money to be

able to buy them! How long ago was it that I was complaining (in this very blog) about not having any cigarettes and not having the money to even buy

them? What about when I bought a pack of cheaper cigarettes that I had to pay with half my debit card and the other half in change? It does a

mind good to think about this when that mind bemoans the fact that I have to go buy them - doesn't it?

Even though there are more and more laws against smoking in certain areas I am still glad to see other smokers like me around! I saw a guy smoking a

cigarette as he was walking somewhere and it just made me feel glad that I wasn't the only smoker around. So we are still out there!

A Cigarette Brand Called Maverick?

2007-10-01T02:07:00.000-04:00

Here is a brand of cigarettes that I had never heard of before. The only reason that they caught my attention was because they were lower in price than my regular brand of Kool cigarettes. They were about $1.50 more cheaper so I bought them because (at the time) I didn't have enough money to buy my favorite brand of cigarettes.

As compared to my regular brand of Kools 100, this brand is more "raw" tasting but you still get that "nicotine kick" when you smoke them.

For the past few days I have been able to afford to buy my own favorite brand of cigarettes so I haven't had to buy these in a while.

Well, I Have Some Cigarettes Now - Oh For Joy!

2007-09-28T02:46:00.000-04:00

I was without cigarettes for a few days but now I have some!

The Kool cigarettes were on something of a sale today - they were about $4 a pack - as opposed to them being around $4.50 a pack.

My Quest For Cigarettes!

2007-09-16T17:18:00.000-04:00

Here are some interesting things that I found out while I was out trying to buy a pack of cigarettes (any pack of cigarettes - even the cheaper brands!)

The local BP will only take credit or debit card orders of $10 or more! Seeing that I only had about $3 in my account this wasn't going to happen!
I also found out that my local BP will not let you "split" a payment with half cash and half card!
The nearest Rite Aid's cheapest cigarettes cost $3 (as compared to the $1.59 brand of cigarettes that I can get at the BP) but at least there I can "split" a purchase (which I couldn't do on this particular day because I didn't bring any of my change with me because I was so sure that I would be able to get a pack of cigarettes with my card! - and I was not about to walk back home and walk back to the store - I guess that means I found my cigarette "threshold"!)

So all in all this was not a good day!

(Please remember me in your donations -

I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again!

2007-08-11T04:32:00.000-04:00

I know that this is only going to be temporary because I am expecting a payment in a few weeks but until then I'm not feeling so hot! And I don't mean that I feel sick. I feel irratible and quite bitchy - to tell you the truth!

Oh how I miss my cigarettes.

Now I have become a great fan of "The Secret" and its all about focusing your thoughts on what you do want (instead of what you don't want) and what I want is CIGARETTES!, lots and lots of cigarettes!

I hope that you take pity on a hopeless smoke and donate to a worthy cause - which is me being able to buy some cigarettes!

If you are a smoker just like me then I'm sure that you can remember a time when you were out of cigarettes and you wished that you had more. If you just donate $5, it will help to go a long way in me being able to buy a pack of cigarettes.

Just remember how it felt to be out of cigarettes and you would have a good idea of how I am feeling right now!